{"id":2530,"date":"2010-01-02T14:12:06","date_gmt":"2010-01-02T14:12:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/the19thfloor.net\/?p=2530"},"modified":"2010-01-02T14:12:06","modified_gmt":"2010-01-02T14:12:06","slug":"in_the_wee_hour","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/the19thfloor.net\/?p=2530","title":{"rendered":"In The Wee Hours"},"content":{"rendered":"

Tony Judt, a writer and scholar, writes about his personal experiences with the progression of ALS<\/a> (also known as Lou Gehrig’s disease) for the New York Review of Books<\/i>. He focuses in particular on how the onset of his disability has changed his nights: <\/p>\n

I am then covered, my hands placed outside the blanket to afford me the illusion of mobility but wrapped nonetheless since\u2014like the rest of me\u2014they now suffer from a permanent sensation of cold. I am offered a final scratch on any of a dozen itchy spots from hairline to toe; the Bi-Pap breathing device in my nose is adjusted to a necessarily uncomfortable level of tightness to ensure that it does not slip in the night; my glasses are removed…and there I lie: trussed, myopic, and motionless like a modern-day mummy, alone in my corporeal prison, accompanied for the rest of the night only by my thoughts.
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The inconveniences of physical disability can make for some long and uncomfortable nights. When I was a kid, I was always reluctant to wake my exhausted parents when I needed to be turned or otherwise repositioned. They never minded, of course, but I still didn’t like being the one to interrupt their sleep. Now, I’m spoiled; I have nurses who are available to reposition me without me ever completely waking up. And I usually have little trouble getting to sleep once I find my comfort sweet spot. For someone like Judt, who is still coping with a recently acquired disability and its attendant sense of loss, the nights are probably an entirely different experience that I can only vaguely appreciate. <\/p>\n

Thanks to Ezra Klein<\/a> for the tip. <\/p>\n

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