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Nov 242003
 

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Today was one of those days when I felt I didn’t get much accomplished. People kept popping into my office to discuss various issues. At least I know I’m needed. One of the perks of my disability is that I get an office instead of a crammed cubicle. The only thing I’m missing is a window. But one mustn’t be picky. And then after work, my supervisor took our whole section out for beer and pizza. I love my job.

Nov 232003
 

As with most Sundays, I spent much of today catching up on reading material that has accumulated over the week. The New York Times Magazine has a well-written article entitled The Disability Gulag(free reg. req’d.), focusing on the institutionalization, both past and present, of people with severe disabilities. The author, Harriet McBryde Johnson (who has a disability similar to mine), discusses her own fears of entering the gulag in the future. This has also been one of my own private fears. I didn’t realize it at the time, but when I was put on the ventilator my parents were presented with the option of placing me in a facility. They refused (fortunately for me), but there are times when I thought my independence was hanging from a fragile thread that could be severed without warning. Minnesota is one of a handful of states that has a real commitment to keeping people with disabilities in community settings and that has clearly benefitted me. But old fears linger and I sometimes imagine scenarios that could land me in a facility permanently. I like to think that if something like that were ever to come to pass, people would step up to bat to get me out of there as soon as possible. Anyway, whenever I do switch jobs, I think I’d like to play a role in liberating people with disabilities from institutions. Maybe I should even consider a run for some kind of local office in 2004. One thing that disability community needs is a louder political voice. What do you think? School Board? Park Board?
On a lighter note, Time had an article about one of my favorite Sunday night rituals, Adult Swim on Cartoon Network. Most television comedies are unbelievably lame, but Sealab 2021 and Home Movies can make me laugh out loud.

Nov 222003
 

The guy who is responsible for this website must be a real sweetheart. I’m amazed he hasn’t found that special someone yet. I dare you to spend five minutes reading this bitter, vile drivel without feeling a little horrified at his pure rage against women. Oh, sorry, correction: American women.
Those of you who aren’t gaming geeks can ignore the rest of this. I see that Knights of the Old Republic has been released for PC. I’m a huge fan of BioWare’s stuff and I’ve been waiting for this for a while. Anyone tried it yet? Can it be played mostly with just a mouse? I can manage a few keyboard commands, but I prefer games that are purely mouse-driven.

Nov 212003
 

The Twin Cities are supposed to get slammed with a major snowstorm this weekend. Great. Should make my Monday commute interesting. But having lived in the Midwest almost my entire life, the novelty of huge drifts of snow has long since worn off. It’s pretty for maybe a week before I simply get tired of it. If we do get hit, I’ll try to post some pictures so you all can see what you’re missing.
I had to buy a new dishwasher today. Ah, the joys of owning a home. It figures that all of the appliances start to fail after I move in. Last year, it was the refrigerator. Next year, I’m betting on the oven.

Nov 202003
 

Dan Savage writes a sex and advice column that appears in dozens of weekly newspapers across the country. I’ve corresponded with Dan a few times and he is a genuinely funny and articulate writer. Dan also has little patience for intolerance and homophobia. After Senator Rick Santorum made some particularly bone-headed remarks in advance of the landmark Lawrence v. Texas Supreme Court decision, Dan decided to coin a new word: santorum. Using good old-fashioned democratic methods, Dan let his readers select an appropriate meaning for “santorum” that would do justice to the man and his views. So what is santorum? I suggest you read Dan’s explanation, but only if you are not the queasy type. Dan wants this alternate meaning to be on the top of a Google search result list when someone types in “santorum.” So I’m doing my part by mentioning it here in my blog. I ask other bloggers to do the same.
I have a DVD copy of Throne of Blood sitting on my television that I rented from Netflix. It’s been here for a month. I really need to watch it. It’s starting to piss me off, just sitting there. It mocks me: “Ohhh, look at the guy who says he’s a film buff! Hey, poseur, you gonna watch me or not? Or are you just gonna keep me sitting around so that on the remote chance a woman ever visits your place, you can impress her by casually pointing me out and saying how you just love Kurosawa? Please!”
Oh, how it mocks me!

Nov 192003
 

Run, Jacko, run. I mean, really. Does this development surprise even the most ardent Michael Jackson fan? Does he even have fans anymore? And those screaming banshees in Germany and Japan who gather outside his hotel waiting for a glimpse of the Gloved One are not fans. They are crazed zealots.
I’m curious to hear opinions from my UK readers about Bush’s visit to London. After reading about some of the paranoid, ridiculous security demands his administration made, I half-expected the entire city of London to be evacuated just to be sure that no agitators came within screaming distance of the president. And boy, is Harold Pinter pissed.
Lately, I’ve trying to figure out how blogs influence our so-called real lives. Via this blog, I got back in touch with an acquaintance from college and we’ve been exchanging the occasional e-mail. And I’m reading her wonderfully funny and sparkling prose and I can’t help but shake my head and wonder why we didn’t become better friends eight or nine years ago. And if she hadn’t stumbled on this blog, we probably never would have connected and I would missed the opportunity for a new friendship. I continue to be amazed at how this blog, this whisper amongst so much shouting, continues to shape my life.

Nov 182003
 

I went out for a beer with a friend after work today. Or, more precisely, he had a couple beers while I took a few sips of mine. Drinking is a bit of a chore for me because I don’t have a great swallow. And keep your dirty comments to yourself. And we were in a bar, which means I have to work a little harder to make myself heard above the din. But it was good to hang out and just talk guy stuff. We talked about going to Ground Zero, which is this club in northeast Minneapolis that is frequented by the goth crowd. My friend has a thing for goth women and I think it’d be fun to go and check out the scene. Anytime I go to a club, I can usually forget about talking to anyone because my voice simply isn’t loud enough. So whenever someone tries to talk to me in that setting, I feel a little awkward. Oh well. One less guy for the women to be annoyed by. But there was that one time I went to the Gay 90s and…
We’ll save that story for another time.

Nov 172003
 

I wish we lived in a Star Trek universe where every door opened automatically, complete with cool whooshing sound. Heavy manual doors are the bane of most wheelchair users’ lives. I always have someone with me, which makes things a little easier. It would be much more difficult getting around if I was alone. Minneapolis is better than most American cities in terms of accessibility, but there is still the occasional door or entryway that can be a real pain to navigate, even with another person accompanying me. If I had a dollar for every time I thanked someone for holding a door for me, I could buy out Microsoft. If we can engineer a robotic dog, surely we can devise a cheap and easy way for making every door automatic.

Nov 162003
 

Back when I was a kid, I was in and out of the hospital quite a bit, usually for pneumonia. And it was during those stays that I discovered comics. They were a good distraction from the constant noise, commotion, and discomfort that usually accompanied those visits. But after a couple years, I quit reading them because I felt compelled to read more “mature” material. A few years ago, my interest in comics was rekindled when I shared an office with a fellow law clerk who was an avid comics reader. Now I have a modest collection and I proudly stand before the world as an unabashed comics fan. but I still get the occasional “what the hell are you reading?” from friends and family who still cling to the misconception that comics are a juvenile medium. They should all read this article in the Telegraph, which does a nice job of summarizing some of the books and writers that represent some of the more sophisticated fare the genre has to offer.