wintermute2_0

Jul 222003
 

Another example of what a hypocrite Bush is. One of his big issues after 9/11 was national service, particularly the Americorps program. Americorps is the domestic version of the Peace Corps. Americorps volunteers teach kids to read, build affordable housing, and maintain parks and other green spaces, among other things. Bush’s Republican allies in the House recently voted to cut Americorps by 55%, which would eliminate over 20,000 Americorps volunteer positions. Bush has been completely silent on the issue, but fortunately the Senate voted overwhelmingly to restore $100 million in funding. Now the issue has to be resolved in conference committee. To learn what you can do to save Americorps, go here. My first job after law school was as an Americorps volunteer and I firmly believe in the program, so I’ll be working the phone.
I’m so bummed that I missed Comic-Con. Maybe next year. I sometimes toy with the idea of writing a comic script. Perhaps after my writing gets better.
God, I need to get to bed earlier. I usually don’t fall asleep before midnight and I have to be up by 7 most weekdays. And tomorrow i have to be up even earlier because I have a meeting at 8:00. I’m not a morning person, so it will be a challenge to say anything more articulate than “Grrrrr.”

Jul 222003
 

Batty is participating in this year’s Blogathon and she’s raising money for spinal muscular atrophy. Go check out her site and give her 5 or 10 dollars. You can go one day without that Mochaccino.

Jul 212003
 

My mom and sister are staying with me for the next few days. And I think my dad is coming into town tomorrow. My parents live in Wisconsin so I see them a fair amount. Just as a little background, I’m the oldest of three siblings. My sister is going to be a junior at Hamline here in the Cities and my brother is a Ph.D. candidate at Cornell. Yes, we’re all going to be to overeducated yuppies. Mom and Dad are so proud. And of the three of us, it’s only the one in the wheelchair who is gainfully employed. Raise your hand if you find this kind of amusing. I know I do.
My mom and sister also brought Sasha the Agoraphobic Dog. It may be the fact that I’m on the 19th floor, but whenever Sasha visits me she hides out under the bed in the guest bedroom. She’s a lovely golden retriever, but she is terrified of her own shadow. The dog needs psychotherapy or Zoloft or something.
In fact, here’s a picture of the canine in question:

Jul 202003
 

Just got back from the store to pick up a dessert for a picnic at work tomorrow. I don’t make it to the grocery store very often because, well, I don’t eat much. Most of my nutrition comes through a small portal that goes into my stomach and my meals come out of a can. That’s not not to say I never eat orally. I can eat a lot of things if they are pureed properly. I’m a Wisconsin boy so cheese occupies a special place in my heart, although I’m one of those left-wing types that likes brie and its ilk. Pringles potato chips and Junior Mints are two of my preferred junk foods. When I was first put on the ventilator, doctors told me I couldn’t eat anymore because my swallow had never been that great and it got worse when I got sick with pneumonia. But as the years went by, I learned which foods I could eat safely. Eating also became less important to me. It’s not uncommon for me to go weeks without eating something orally.
The recent suicide of David Kelly seems terribly bizarre, at least on this side of the Atlantic. I’m not a big conspiracy theorist, but I can’t stop wondering if there’s more to the story of his death. Anyone with a pulse and access to the Internet knew months ago that the proffered justifications for the Iraqi war were flimsier than Michael Jackson’s facial structure. And now that the American press is finally pulling its collective head out of its collective arse, the Bushies start getting desperate and resort to the basest forms of recrimination, like this sad attempt to discredit an ABC journalist just because he’s gay. I’m starting to smell blood in the political waters and 2004 can’t come soon enough me.
Screw all this madness. Let’s go to Ibiza. I’ve never been there. The music sounds cool and the women look hot. Who wants to accompany me?

[Listening to: Ready To Go – Republica – (0:-1)]
Jul 192003
 

God, I look like such a poseur hipster now. But I actually like it. I now have these light brown/carmel highlights. It’s sort of a David Borneaz thing I have going on here. Er, except for the pretty face and hunky body. But it’s mostly the hair that matters, right, ladies? Just nod and say yes. I need to get someone to take a picture of me. Maybe I should get a digital camera. Then I can be a square on hipster bingo.
I’ve getting a lot of hits from Iceland today for some strange reason. So to all my Icelandic readers: G��an daginn! I love Björk!
I’ve been enjoying the new animated Spider-Man series on MTV. The artistic palette is appropriately urban and neon, which I like. And the voice acting isn’t half-bad.
My left computer speaker is cutting out and I should probably just get a new set. I have a set of the old Cambridge Soundworks DT2500s. Any suggestions for what I should get next?

[Listening to: Season Song – Blue States – 28 Days Later Soundtrack (4:12)]
Jul 192003
 

EFF co-founder John Gilmore was removed from a BA flight after refusing to remove a lapel button that said “Suspected Terrorist.” I completely understand Gilmore’s point, but after reading his account, I can’t help but think he was being a bit of a prick with the airline staff. Why not temporarily take off the button to please the BA flunkie and then sneak it back on once the plane is over the Atlantic? It’s not like they’re going to turn around at that point.
I’ve been feeling adventuresome lately, so I’m getting my hair streaked blond in a little while. Could be cool. Could be a disaster. I’ll let you know.

[Listening to: In My Place – Coldplay – a Rush Of Blood To The Head (3:46)]
Jul 182003
 

Today I was sitting in a meeting where we were reviewing the rough cut of a video that generally addresses disability and employment. One woman, who represents a non-profit that works with people with developmental disabilities, was very critical of the video because she felt that it didn’t show enough people with that type of disability. Okay, fine. Then she said that that the video used only “upper crust” people with disabilities. For her, “upper crust” meant people with physical or invisible disabilities. My jaw dropped. In the most diplomatic language possible, I told this woman that every disability manifests differently and that we shouldn’t start playing the old game of Disability Hierarchy. The Disability Hierarchy is a concept that has plagued the disability community for years. At its crudest level, the Hierarchy is a measure of the social acceptability of various disabilities. On the top of the Hierarchy sit people with mild physical disabilities that are easily overlooked by the general public. They are followed by people with more visible physical and sensory disabilities (paraplegia, cerebral palsy, blindness, deafness, etc.). Below them are people with developmental disabilities. People with mental illness have historically occupied the bottom rung of the Hierarchy because of the extremely negative connotations society associates with mental illness. You can see how this is a pretty fucked-up view of disability. This bullshit Hierarchy doesn’t exist except in people’s heads and it perpetuates itself with surprising vigor. Advocates and even people with disabilities themselves ascribe to this nonsense. I’ve been in discussions where one subgroup will try to proclaim its own hardships as more worthy of attention than those of another subgroup. Different disability groups fight it out amongst themselves at state legislatures in a mad dash for a meager piece of an ever-shrinking pie. It’s so frustrating to watch and that’s what went through my head when this woman made her stupid remark. I can’t help but feel sorry for the clients who are represented by an “advocate” who views them as something less than “upper crust.”
Oh, good news! According to the oh-so-competent people at Hennepin County Economic Assistance, I’m no longer disabled! And on upon determining that I’m miraculously cured, they closed my Medical Assistance case. MA is what pays for my nursing care, equipment, meds, etc. Fortunately, my job connections helped me figure out the obscure bureaucratic snafu and things will be remedied soon. But I have a hard time imagining how the average person with no background in this stuff navigates the system without going crazy.
I love Eschaton. Apparently, the FBI has been reduced to following up on anonymous tips about an individual’s suspicious (i.e. liberal) reading habits. Guess I better not read The Guardian unless I’m absolutely certain I’m alone.
The World Bodypainting Festival is coming up and I thought I’d show a nice example of the craft. Avert your eyes if you’re offended by the naked human form:

Jul 172003
 

I want to get a phonecam (futurephone, as Warren Ellis aptly puts it) as a birthday present to myself. I think it might be cool to take it around the Cities with me and post some of those pictures to the blog. I really like what Xeni Jardin is doing with her phonecam in LA and I want to try putting a Midwestern spin on her idea. Anyone know where I can get one for a decent price?
People have been giving some heads-up on other blogs written by people with disabilities and I wanted to give them some attention here.
Bionicgurl
Sitka Surfin’
Ain’t Too Proud To Blog
If people know of others, let me know.
Let’s see…what else. I want one of these cable boxes that has built-in everything. My current entertainment center has way too many black and silver boxes piled on top of each other.
Speaking of imminent birthdays, I do have an Amazon Wishlist. Not that I *cough* want *cough* anything.

[Listening to: (Transa) – Enervate [Origina.. – Paul Oakenfold – Tranceport (7:03)]
Jul 162003
 

Once again, I’m a link on RCB. At this rate, I’ll have to start paying Susannah for advertising space.
I recently had lunch with Cute CLE Girl. I don’t think I’ve ever been so bored on a date. I thought it might be cool to hook up with another attorney. The first warning light went off when she told me she’s rather conservative ideologically. Okay, I thought, no big deal. I have conservative friends. Then I ask her what she does for fun. Among other things, she likes to sew and make greeting cards.
Oh shit, I thought.
And this girl was from California! I’ve known lots of girls from California and I’ve never met one who acted so…Midwestern. She was very nice and wholesome and…that’s about it. It was like she went to law school just to meet a husband, get married, and move to the suburbs. Oh yeah, and she talked about herself almost exclusively. I don’t think she asked me more than one or two questions. No, I need someone a bit…I dunno…edgier? If you want a good laugh, you can go look up my profile on Match.com (I believe my alias is the same there…wintermute2_0). I figure that’s just as likely to work as anything. You can even see a picture of me! How can you resist?

[Listening to: Time Stands Still – The All-American Rejects – The All-American Rejects (3:30)]