Feb 122007
 

Whenever I start to question my own abilities as a writer, something comes to my attention that assures me there are far, far worse hacks out there abusing their word processors. Today, my solace comes in the form of a biting review of the latest issue of the Spiderman: Reign comic book series. The review is quite good; it’s the source material that had me shaking my head and chuckling. In this particular issue, it is revealed that Mary Jane (Spidey’s wife) eventually dies because…how to put this delicately…she has been slowly irradiated by her husband’s mutant spunk. Exactly how stoned was this writer when he came up with a plot point so utterly ridiculous that it would make a twelve-year-old snicker in disbelief? And he’s getting paid for putting such drivel to paper.

So much for solace. Now, I’m just depressed and discouraged.

Feb 112007
 

Sometimes, when I disclose to people that I’m an atheist, I feel like I might as well be telling people that I was abducted by aliens or that I’m the long-lost descendant of the Russian czar. Those statements would probably garner the same amount of mistrustful incredulity. “You’re an atheist? Really? So you, like, don’t believe in anything?”

Sam Harris, the author of The End of Faith, probably can relate. His book sets forth a carefully reasoned yet stirring critique of belief in God. Faith is a volatile and frequently lethal mix of people’s most irrational hopes and deepest fears–particularly the fear of death. The unprovable assertions of religious dogma provide the foundations of an irrational and exclusionary certitude of belief that can motivate people to commit unspeakable acts like the Inquisition or suicide bombings. Harris has especially harsh words for religious “moderates”, whom he accuses of cherry-picking the tenets of faith they choose to follow while ignoring the the harsher sectarian pronouncements of their chosen tradition. To Harris, the willingness of moderates to devise some sort of compromise between ancient tradition and their rational natures (while simultaneously tolerating the more fundamentalist beliefs of others) is to surrender humanity to a bleak future of ignorance and strife.

As you might guess, I find myself in almost complete agreement with Harris. I do find his efforts to propose a science of consciousness as a way of rationally experiencing the mystical aspects of the universe a little strained. Consciousness seems like such a subjective experience as to elude objective study and explanation. But that’s preferable to sitting by and watching the world consume itself in paroxysms of religious-inspired violence. Like Harris, I firmly believe that people can lead good and ethical lives without reliance on fairy tales that were scribbled down by profoundly ignorant men thousands of years ago. Towards the end of the book, Harris writes:

Clearly, it must be possible to live ethically–with a genuine concern for the happiness of other sentient beings–without presuming to know things about which we are patently ignorant. Consider it: every person you have ever met, every person you will pass in the street today, is going to die. Living long enough, each will suffer the loss of his friends and family. All are going to lose everything they love in this world. Why would one want to be anything but kind to them in the meantime?

That passage resonates with me. We need not look to the supernatural to marvel at our existence and to feel compelled to do right by one another. It gives me hope to see that the number of nonreligious Americans is slowly rising, even though the media still seems to be inclined to treat nonbelievers with contempt.

Next up is most likely Elizabeth Kostova’s The Historian, which has been sitting on my shelf for too long.

Feb 082007
 

Here’s a list of films every geek is supposed to see before they die. Care to guess how many I’ve seen? That’s right, all of them. I’m willing to overlook the fact that the author left out Galaxy Quest, but the failure to include Close Encounters and Blade Runner is simply inexcusable, not to mention the absence of any films from the Forties or Fifties. Kids these days. No respect for the classics.

Feb 072007
 

I’ve been going through the first season of Rome on DVD and I can’t help but compare our Senate’s ongoing theater of the absurd to scenes of the Roman Senators in thrall to the sounds of their own voices while the Republic crumbles around them. I understand the Democrats’ desire to use the nonbinding resolution criticizing the troop buildup in Iraq as the springboard for more confrontational sparrings with the administration in the future. But I have to at least partially agree with Armando at TalkLeft. Americans don’t care about and aren’t paying attention to the political fencing match in the Senate. But I think they are ready for a full-throated debate on the future of our involvement in Iraq. Democrats shouldn’t be afraid to press the issue and force their colleagues on the other side of the aisle to engage in an open and honest dialog about the endgame of this debacle. Time is wasting and more people are dying every day.

Feb 062007
 

I thought South Park was the only comedy that knew
how to play on the average person’s discomfort and general cluelessness around
people with disabilities. But then I saw a recent episode of Ricky Gervais’
Extras. It was brilliant. One subplot highlights the media’s manipulative use of
stories involving people with disabilities. Another thread looks at some of the
more uninformed reactions to the romantic partners of people with disabilities
(“That’s really nice of you,” says the show’s monumentally dense female lead to
a woman who reveals she’s the fiancee of Warwick Davis, a British actor and
little person). Gervais and writing partner Stephen Merchant pull off the difficult task of using disability themes to poke fun at the main characters while avoiding any overtones of condescension or exploitation. It’s reassuring to know that at least some in the media industry actually “get” disability issues. Some might argue that it would be nice to see disability-related comedy coming from people with disabilities themselves and I certainly agree with that sentiment. We need to keep working as a community to get our talent in front of and behind the camera. But in the meantime, I’m glad we have allies like Gervais and Merchant.

Feb 052007
 

While I’m always careful to ensure that my van is locked when left unattended, I don’t spend much time worrying that it’ll be jacked when I’m not looking. I guess I assume that car thieves and chop shops are more interested in Camrys and Pathfinders. Unfortunately for the UK parents of a boy with multiple disabilities, that assumption turned out to be false. Thieves brazenly stole the van while the family was at home and later torched it. Perhaps the publicity will help these poor people get a replacement vehicle, but all I can do is shake my head at the pointlessness of the whole thing.

Feb 042007
 

I visited a couple friends last night, both of whom have SMA. When you have more than two gimps in the same room, the atmosphere becomes something akin to a bunch of army buddies swapping war stories. We exchanged anecdotes regarding the eccentricities of past PCAs and nurses, remarked on the exorbitantly high prices of adapted minivans, and discussed when it’s more appropriate to use “gimp” versus “cripple”. There we all were, with our respective partners and/or care providers in attendance, whiling away an ordinary evening. But I wondered how ordinary we would seem to some passerby who happened to glance through the window.

I didn’t have many friends with disabilities when I was growing up. I desperately wanted to assimilate with the able-bodied kids and not be clumped in with all the special-ed students in my school. When I think about the birthday parties I had as a kid, I don’t remember inviting many peers with disabilities. Eventually, I got over myself, but some traces of guilt still remain for the way I may have ignored or mocked some of the kids with whom I grew up. And so when I was hanging out with my friends last night, I thought about how nice it would have been to have a circle of friends like this when I was struggling on a more daily basis with the insecurities of being a gimp in a world that is entirely too normal.

Feb 032007
 

The next few days are going to be brutally cold around here. The kind of cold that seems almost nostalgic now. I rarely turn on the heat in my place because of the solar heat I receive through my many windows, but I turned it on last night. This kind of weather provokes a lot of griping about living here, but if this is the trade-off for all the things I love about Minnesota (glorious summers, quality health care, plenty of culture), I’ll gladly grin and bear it.