Yesterday, I realized that it’s been ten years to the day since I moved to Minneapolis. I remember driving here from Wisconsin with my brother in our old Volkswagen van. It was an extremely hot day and the air conditioner didn’t work, making the drive seem especially long. We got lost once we reached Minneapolis and it took us a while to find my new apartment building. That all seems like another lifetime now. Minneapolis has long felt like home and I don’t foresee returning to Green Bay anytime soon. But August 7, 1995 remains a significant bright line in my own personal history because I remember a time when I wasn’t sure I’d be going to law school and spending the next decade living at home with my parents seemed like a distinct possibility. And since I’ve been here, I really couldn’t ask for a better life. I’m lucky to be where I am and have so many outstanding people in my private orbit, and now seemed like a good time to remind myself of that fact.
This weekend is Fringe Festival in Minneapolis. Fringe Festival is a celebration of experimental theater, performance art, and multimedia projects at various venues around the city. Later this afternoon, I’m going to a performance called Fragile Lines that is written and directed by a friend of a friend. I have no idea what to expect, but I think it will be interesting. I know that this artist strongly believes in audience participation and I’m curious to see how that’s incorporated into the performance.
I forgot to mention this earlier, but last week NPR did a story on accessible voting technology for people with disabilities. It doesn’t offer much insight on the current debate between those who want a verifiable paper trail and those who want accessible voting booths, but it does provide a good over of how the technology needs to be accessible to people with a range of disabilities.
I got my passport in the mail yesterday. And, as I might have expected, the photo of me is wince-inducing. I don’t know what it is about me and government-issued identification photos, but I always have this slack facial expression that makes me look like I’m stoned out of my gourd on some high-quality narcotics. And no, I’m not scanning the photo for posting on this blog. Believe me, I’m doing you a favor.
Ugh. For some reason, I’ve been feeling kind of sleep deprived all week. It probably didn’t help that there were a couple nights when I didn’t get to bed until 12:30 or so. If I had my way, I’d be up until 2 every night and in bed until 10. Why do you think I’m working so hard on this becoming-a-writer thing?
I came across this on Warren Ellis’ blog today:

So when do I hit that elite level of blogdom when people start sending me pictures like this? Must I wait until I actually do something noteworthy? Or will I have to resort to shameless bribes?
President Bush thinks that intelligent design and evolution should be taught side-by-side in our nation’s science classrooms. I’m surprised he didn’t also advocate teaching that thunder is the result of God bowling. Because, hey, you can’t prove that God isn’t bowling. I love how ID advocates love to call their fantasy a theory, as if that makes their assertions any more credible.
Here’s what I don’t get about fundamentalist Christians. They claim to detest everything Darwin’s theory implies about the origins of human life. But many of them seem to practice a vigorous form of social Darwinism, i.e. if you’re poor, it’s most likely your fault. Or you’re poor because you’re supposed to be poor. At least, that’s what I hear from the mouths of many conservative Christian leaders. Granted, it’s not exactly the same as saying we’re descended from monkeys, but it is definitely a variation on the theory of natural selection.
But if we’re gonna teach ID in biology classes, then I totally think we should give equal time to the-world-is-carried-on-the-back-of-a-giant-turtle theory.
All the hype surrounding Murderball, unfortunately, hasn’t resulted in great ticket sales (I haven’t seen it yet myself; hopefully this weekend). Some believe that moviegoers aren’t comfortable with an honest portrayal of people with disabilities. Frankly, I think that’s bullshit. Maybe I expect too much of people, but I can’t believe people continue to be turned off by the mere sight of people in wheelchairs. Are we still that foreign to most people’s daily experiences? Maybe the title confuses people; perhaps they think it’s sports-themed horror movie. Or maybe it hasn’t been advertised enough on television or radio.
But then again, maybe the notion of disability still does bother people. I just came back from my building’s National Night Out deck party. When I joined a group of people at one table, one person definitely did not seem thrilled with my presence at first. Her body language was kind of defensive unit I started talking to her. By the time I left that table, her attitude was much warmer, but perhaps it proves the point that it’s going to take more than a movie to get people comfortable with disability. Perhaps I put too much faith in the better angels of human nature. I just don’t know.
The other night, one of my nurses looked up from her charting and said, “I have no idea what to write about you. You’re so healthy.” Which would probably be news to most of the people I pass on the street. To most of them, I probably look quite ill indeed. Of course, it’s all a matter of perception. Those who know me to some degree know that I’m one of the toughest gimps on the block. Those who don’t may assume that I’m sick or dying or in a great deal of pain, but they probably wouldn’t use the word “healthy” to describe me. The whole concept of health is one that seems to be grounded so deeply in appearance. It’s illustrated in the cliched image of a parent checking a newborn baby for ten fingers and ten toes. But the human capacity to thrive is tremendously adaptable. Even with my tubes and a couple additional orifices in my body, I feel good almost all of the time. And I think that doesn’t jibe with how others see me, at least at first.
I’m going to see a movie at Loring Park with a friend tonight. I don’t think I’ve seen an outdoor movie since I was teenager. Tonight’s forecast is for a warm and humid evening; in other words, perfect weather to be in the park.

Hotel Pastel
Originally uploaded by wintermute2_0.
I’m testing the blogging option on Flickr to see if I can remotely post photos without going through the hassle of uploading them via FTP. If this works, it will make photoblogging from Europe a lot easier.
By the way, can anyone point me to some good (preferably free, preferably at some nice little sidewalk cafe) WiFi hotspots in Paris and Berlin?
To the guy who constructed a mathematical proof as to why you don’t have a girlfriend: the reason you don’t have a girlfriend is because you’re spending all your time at the computer constructing proofs about why you don’t have a girlfriend instead of dealing with the fact that you’re kind of an ass. Now get away from the computer, put on a clean shirt, and go meet some people. And quit being an ass.
