Nov 182004
 

I recently wrote about a multi-year grant that my employer was being awarded. Today, I found out that I have to go to Baltimore next month to meet with representatives from CMS and discuss the details of implementing the grant. Never been to Baltimore before. When I was finishing law school, I applied for a fellowship at Johns Hopkins but wasn’t accepted. I know the best crab cakes are supposed to be had in Baltimore. And it’s the city where Edgar Allen Poe did most of his writing. Baltimore in December doesn’t sound exactly charming, but it should be interesting nonetheless. My only concern is that I’d like to bring two nurses with me for the trip. After Miami, I’ve realized how much easier it is to travel with two people, especially when there’s a flight involved. I’ll have to see what I can negotiate with my employer.
This is too cool. Kevin Kling, a writer and storyteller from Minnesota, is profiled on the BBC. You may have heard Kevin on NPR from time to time, where he is a frequent contributor. Kevin is an artist with a disability, but his disability is the least interesting thing about him. I shared a table with him at a recent fundraiser and I listened to some of his stories about visiting Turkey. Kevin is a sophisticated observer of human behavior and his stories are so much fun to listen to because he knows how to play off the audience’s emotions. If you’re in the UK and have an interest in storytelling, you should really try to go see him.

Nov 172004
 

Art can be found in the most unexpected places. Check out these photos that were taken in an independent bookstore in San Francisco. A local artist arranged all of the books according to color. The effect is more than a little surreal.
My sister just called to urge me to get a cat. I told her I don’t want any animal that shits in the same living space that I occupy. Don’t get me wrong; cats are okay. But I’ve always preferred the company of dogs. Dogs seem to “get” people more than cats. Having a cat is like having a passive-aggressive roommate.

Nov 162004
 

There have been some grumblings in Democratic circles that the issue of gay marriage may have cost us the election. If ever there was a red herring to rationalize our loss, this is it. In states that had ballot initiatives banning gay marriage, Bush improved his level of support by the same margin as in states without gay marriage on the ballot. Bush simply did a better job of selling himself than our guy did. But we Democrats always love a good scapegoat on which to pin our electoral frustrations. The issue of gay marriage may be this year’s Nader, which is completely unfair to gay activists. We have already won this culture war. I am convinced that the antipathy towards gays is more of a generational issue than a religious issue. Once the Boomers start shuffling off this mortal coil, we’ll probably look back and wonder what all the fuss was about. In the meantime, people in red and blue states will continue to live and work alongside gay neighbors and colleagues. Let the wingnuts like Dobson have their final hurrah. Call me naive, but I believe that most Americans are decent, fair-minded people who won’t go along with the repressive policies of a hateful few.

Nov 152004
 

Can one man go through an entire box of tissues in one day? My nose and I are determined to find out. I hate this stage of getting a cold; everything feels a bit foggy and I have this dull, low-intensity throbbing in my temples. But hey, I’m getting the chance to catch up on some reading and I’ve started listening to the complete set of Star Wars radio dramas that NPR did back in the early 80s. There are some fun scenes here that flesh out the themes of the movies. And Mark Hamill’s Skywalker sounds even whinier, if such a thing is possible.
I’ve been looking for a good program to help me keep track of my books and DVDs. I have a feeling I have unread books that have been collecting dust since the Clinton Administration. But all the good software for this sort of thing seems to be written for OS X. Or am I just ignorant?

Nov 142004
 

I guess this was inevitable. Half of my nursing staff has had the sniffles over the past week and apparently the virus decided to share the love with me. So far, it’s not too bad. A sore throat and a low-grade fever. I’m a little bummed that I wasn’t able to go the rest of the year without getting sick again, but better now than when I’m supposed to go on a trip or something. Let’s hope it runs its course quickly and, as always, good karma is welcome.
I belatedly realized that there was a problem posting comments on the blog since I upgraded. That should be fixed now, so start talking to me again.

Nov 132004
 

My parents are in town this weekend and last night my dad asked me to play chess with you. Mind you, I haven’t played a complete game in at least a couple years. I made a few colossally stupid moves, but I somehow managed to pull off a checkmate using a knight-bishop-rook combo. It was an obvious and clunky strategy and my dad knew he should have seen it coming. Now he’s demanding a rematch and I have a feeling I’ll get my butt kicked this time. Maybe I should fire up my Chessmaster program and play a few speed games to get in my groove.
Earlier today, I was browsing through some of the galleries on Worth1000, a site that holds several Photoshopping contests each week. There are some people doing really fun and original art here, with lots of sly undertones of humor. Check out this week’s pirate gallery to see what I mean.

Nov 122004
 

With the death of Yasser Arafat, perhaps we will finally see some real movement towards a two-state solution of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. Back in 2000, it seemed like they were on the verge of an agreement, but Arafat was more concerned for his personal safety than for the future of his people. Bush’s conservative Christian base with probably push hard against any negotiated agreement, but I think Bush and his inner circle understand that some kind of settlement is inevitable and that they need to do something to boost their credibility in the Arab world.
I finally got around to watching the first episode of Lost on my computer last night. This was the first time I ever watched something recorded in high-definition and I did utter “Wow” a couple times during the program. The image quality of HD is almost startling. Once I can get a high-def television with a built-in TiVo box for under $600, I’m sold. Watching television on a computer is acceptable, but there isn’t enough space under my desk for me to cross my legs, which is my optimum television-watching position.

Nov 112004
 

Do we really need a soda that tastes like mashed potatoes? Nobody likes mashed potato more than me, but I prefer them without the carbonation. I know these holiday-themed sodas are mostly a marketing ploy, but they conjure up some unpleasant memories. When I was first put on the ventilator, I was forbidden from eating anything orally because my doctors were afraid I would aspirate and develop pneumonia. My consolation prize was these little spray bottles that contained flavored liquid. I was supposed to spray my mouth whenever I got the urge to taste something. One was supposed to taste like peanut butter and jelly. I think another one was pizza-flavored. As you might imagine, they weren’t that satisfying. These sodas seem like something you would give to someone who’s on a restricted diet because you want to them to feel included in the holiday festivities. Except that all you really end up doing is making that person even more depressed because they’re stuck sucking some artificially-flavored water through a straw while you’re chowing down on stuffing, glazed yams, and pumpkin pie.
Man, now I’m hungry for mashed potatoes.

Nov 102004
 

I’ve written before about the UN’s efforts to pass a Convention on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities. In a recent Washington Post editorial, the Bush Administration is criticized for not supporting the Convention. Apparently, the Administration feels that disability rights is not a human rights issue. Instead, they view it as a matter of domestic policy for each nation to sort out independently. I should know by now that the Bushites regard the UN with barely concealed disdain, but it’s especially discouraging to see them withhold support from an international effort to improve the quality of life for millions of people around the globe. It’s okay for us to invade a country and topple its government, all in the name of spreading freedom and democracy, but we won’t sign a treaty on disability rights because it’s none of our business when other countries blatantly oppress an entire class of people. It’s this kind of hypocrisy that’s going to drive me nuts over the next four years.
I’m tempted to start a letter-writing campaign urging the Administration to change its stance on the Convention, but I don’t know where to apply the pressure. My senator? And are American disability organizations doing anything about this, or are they fixated on problems here at home? The United States could be a true leader in this area, but given the toxic state of our international relations and our leaders’ lack of vision, we’re sitting on the sidelines.

Nov 092004
 

I am now officially two for two when it comes to writing grant proposals. This week, we should get official word that we will be awarded a demonstration grant to provide medical and job supports to a limited number of employed individuals with mental illness. It’s something I worked on over the summer and it’s gratifying to learn that the ideas my colleagues and I developed will now be implemented in the real world. It also means that the next few months for me are going to be incredibly busy as we bring on new staff and start crafting policies for the demonstration. But I don’t mind. One of the best aspects of my job is the diversity of the things I get to do. I’m excited about the prospect of being involved in a new project from day one. More importantly, I think this demonstration has the potential to make a difference in the lives of people who are coping with mental illness.
I’m going to continue my Firefox evangelism. Version 1.0 was released today. Download it. Use it. Free yourself from the plague of pop-ups shilling car insurance and on-line poker. Sleep soundly at night with the knowledge that your computer is safe from pimply-faced script kiddies. Feel slightly smug about causing a .001% decrease in Microsoft’s share of the browser market.