Water…I need water. It’s 88 degrees outside outside and the wind is blowing so hard that I’m afraid the windows will be ripped off their hinges. It’s supposed to rain eventually, but right now it’s drier than an AA meeting around here. I keep expecting tumbleweed to drift across the streets below.
One of my nurses has been on maternity leave and today she informed me that she won’t be coming back. I kind of expected that, but the news was still disappointing. We had become good friends and I’ll miss having her around. Ah well, another person steps off the merry-go-round that is life on the 19th Floor. Time for a new rider.
They found Dru Sjodin’s body today. I hope that brings some small measure of comfort to her family. I also suspect that this development will reinvigorate the debate from last fall when our governor suggested that we bring back the death penalty to Minnesota. The judge for whom I once worked told me that he would quit the bench if that ever came to pass. I think a lot of judges would be really ambivalent about imposing death on someone. Minnesota may be an increasingly conservative state, but I’d be shocked if we brought back capital punishment. There’s enough remnants of progressive Scandinavian sensibilities around here to keep our bloodthirstier impulses in check. But I do hope the county attorney’s office can build a strong case and incarcerate the bastard who did this for the rest of his life.
This geophysicist is predicting an earthquake will strike the Los Angeles area in early September. I’m curious to know how Angelenos are reacting to the news. Is there going to be an exodus from the city around that time? It would be pretty cool if we could predict earthquakes down to the specific date and time of their arrival. I’m imagining a whole fleet of buses driving people into the desert for one big slumber party and then returning the next day to clean up the mess.
Hearing about the recovery of Saint-Exupery’s plane brought back memories of my high school French IV class. We read Le Petit Price and went to see a bilingual production of it at a local college. There were only nine or ten of us in the class and it was at the end of the day, so things were always very laid back. Our teacher had an atrocious accent, but I can still conjugate irregular verbs because of the endless drills he put us through
I thought I’d wait a couple days before commenting on the President’s news conference. You know, get some perspective, avoid any knee-jerk reactions, that sort of thing. But it isn’t helping. Those sixty-two minutes were absolutely devoid of any meaningful substance regarding our policies in Iraq. The closest thing we get is “it’s been a tough week.” I want to think our president has some capacity for seeing things as they are rather than how he wishes them to be. I want to think his intellect is agile enough to react to changing circumstances. But I’m not seeing that. I see a man who, when asked why he has to appear with Cheney before the 9/11 Commission, blatantly and unimaginatively dodges the question. I see a man who cannot think of one mistake–not one—he has made over the last three years. Jesus, if all he had said was that he once put on a pair of mismatched socks, that would have been preferable to watching him stammer for thirty seconds like a kid who hadn’t done his homework. I thought that along with the whole born-again thing came some humility. I’m not seeing humility. I’m seeing a smug sense of arrogance that is getting people killed.
Okay, I’m done.
Some people in the disability community are protesting the new film United States of Leland. I guess it’s about a teenager who murders another kid with autism. A lot of people are upset because apparently the film asks the audience to feel sympathy for the killer and because the kid with autism is treated as little more than a plot device. I got an e-mail at work asking people with disabilities to write letters to the editor criticizing the movie. This kind of protest bothers me. I’m not about to criticize any work of art I haven’t seen myself. And even if the movie is a worthless piece of shit, don’t we have better things for which to fight? One movie isn’t going to make or break society’s attitudes about disability. Yeah, yeah, I get that negative stereotypes of disability in the media is a bad thing, but are we gonna also start burning copies of Moby Dick because Ahab is one major amputee prick? How about Dickens and his whole pity party for Tiny Tim? I’m sorry, but sometimes identity politics really piss me off.
I was checking my Visa bill over lunch and I noticed a charge of which I had no absolutely memory. I called the credit card company and discovered that it was some “hobby store” in Las Vegas. Then I called the number associated with the vendor. It turns out that some guy in Jupiter, Florida ordered three hundred dollars worth of sex toys using my credit card number. I’m absolutely mystified as to how someone appropriated my account. The card wasn’t stolen and it never even left my wallet in Miami. Fortunately, the charge was removed from my account and I’m not too concerned about it. However, I think I will ask for a new card given the slight chance that someone may still have my number. But I bear this guy no ill will. I hope that he’s enjoying his new Turbo-Charged Vibrating Ecstasy Sleeve, or whatever the hell he bought.
The FDA has improved for human trials the brain implants about which I’ve previously written. I’d be the first in line to volunteer, but I’m not too crazy about wires dangling from my skull. Two surgical openings in my body is enough, thank you very much. Think I’ll wait for the wireless version.
I’ve held off saying too much about the situation in Iraq because it’s all been said already. I’m glad that Bush is finally holding a press conference tonight, but I’m not terribly optimistic that he’ll say anything revealing. I think the variable in this whole mess is whether the current level of violence will be sustained or whether it will ebb enough for some stability to return. Even if the violence does subside, will it cycle up again in a few months? Unlike some on the left, I don’t advocate a withdrawal of our troops. It’s our mess and we need to clean it up. Where my confidence fails is in the current Administration’s ability to develop a coherent set of policies for creating a civil society in Iraq.
I’ve been thinking about doing some consultant work on the side. The question is, what kind of consulting? Something in the disability field, obviously. One of my pet issues are the challenges confronting adolescents and young adults with disabilities, which I don’t think I’ve addressed here before. A possible topic for tomorrow.
Here’s a brief article about a young man with cerebral palsy who was admitted to a hospital for bedsores and malnutrition. The story doesn’t contain enough information to determine whether the mother was negligent, but the description of the boy’s condition is alarming. As many parents of children with disabilities will tell you, including my own, raising a child with intense needs can be exhausting. Everything becomes centered on the care of that child. And sometimes, it simply becomes too much for some families. I witnessed minor examples of neglect in some of my friends with disabilities back when I was a kid. Bodies that hadn’t been washed, clothes that hadn’t been changed, etc. It’s not behavior that’s justifiable, but it is understandable, especially considering the slashes in state human services budgets over recent years.
Next month, ABC is airing a television version of A Wrinkle in Time. It’s one of my favorite books, so I really don’t want to be disappointed in this adaptation. But knowing Disney, they’ll screw it up and make it all cutesy. Incidentally, there’s a great profile of Madeleine L’Engle in last week’s New Yorker.
I hope all of my Christian-inclined readers had a pleasant Easter. I spent part of today looking for a Z-Code emulator to play some of my old Infocom games. Frotz for Windows is a good choice, in case you’re interested. There’s also a SCUMM emulator for playing old Lucasarts games like Monkey Island and Day of the Tentacle. A visit to eBay could be in my future.
Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to watch Naqoyqatsi. Philip Glass is a pretentious bastard, but I really enjoyed the previous two films in the trilogy. Kind of like chillout music for the eyes.
If you aren’t checking out Josh’s Talking Points Memo, you really should be. He cites a Washington Post article that reveals the President has spent approximately 40% of his time in office on vacation, working or otherwise. This figure in and of itself doesn’t mean anything. Time away from the White House doesn’t necessarily equate with goof-off time. But it is interesting to note that Bush is going on vacation just as the situation in Iraq is deteriorating at an alarming rate.
Meanwhile, in some forgotten land in possession of actual weapons of mass destruction, nuclear brinkmanship is being played. North Korea probably doesn’t pose an imminent threat, but it’s disconcerting that this story has fallen off the radar of the American media.
Passover somehow slipped past me this year. I have a couple Jewish friends who try to bring me back into the fold by inviting me to their respective seders, but we didn’t connect this year. Of course, according to the Orthodox and Conservative branches of Judaism, I was never really in the fold. My mom isn’t Jewish, so the rulebook says neither am I. Of all the religious holidays I don’t observe, I have a special fondness for Passover. You can interpret the story of Moses leading the Hebrews out of Egypt as a strong commentary on social justice and our obligation to each other as human beings to strive for a world where noone is bound by political, economic, or religious shackles. Whatever your belief or lack thereof, that’s something worth remembering.
My sister should be somewhere in Italy now. She’s on spring break and is making her way through Florence, Rome, and Venice before going up to Germany to visit my brother. The Siegel clan is quite the jet-setting bunch lately. All I can say is that she better bring me some cool stuff when she returns to the States. She still owes me for all the free food she’s mooched off me since starting college.
