Jul 252005
 

Last night, I watched Before Sunrise, a movie I’ve loved since my brother introduced me to it several years ago. Ethan Hawke’s character, Jesse, is telling Celine about his attempt to speak French in Paris. He is waiting in line to buy a train ticket, mentally practicing the French word for “ticket” (un billet). But when he gets to the booth, his mind goes blank. “All I can manage to say is ‘Yeah, hi, um, I need a ticket to get me from…”
That’s going to be me, isn’t it? I’ll be all pumped to finally use my French in a cafĂ© and I’ll open my mouth and some mangled sentence will come out and the waiter will look at me like I just spoke Swahili. And then I’ll get all embarrassed and speak nothing but English for the rest of the trip. I feel totally lame already.

Jul 242005
 

It certainly was a nice gesture for the city of Minneapolis to have a massive fireworks display in honor of my birthday. Er, wait, it was Aquatennial, wasn’t it? I guess I’ll just have to keep writing letters to Congress about making July 23rd a national holiday.
Some pictures from yesterday’s party:
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My friends Adam (who wrote the article about me for Law & Politics), Libby (another Humphrey Fellow), and her husband Kevin.
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My friend Jess, who made me a very cool mixtape, and her friend Janean.
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I nearly singed my eyebrows here. That’s my sister, Crystal, holding the cake.
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From the right, Carrie, Nicole, Linda, and Traci. Nicole and Linda are both good friends and people well-known in the local disability community. Carrie and Traci are their respective personal care attendants.
The party was successful enough that I think I might try to make this an annual event. I saw friends I hadn’t seen in forever and it was good to reconnect with them. And I managed not to get blindingly drunk, but only because my nurse stopped pouring. She said something about not embarrassing myself, but my memory is kinda fuzzy on the details.

Jul 232005
 

Well, here comes another year. When people asked me how old I was going to be and I told them, I usually got, “You’re still so young!” And I suppose I am. I feel like I’m just starting to learn how to lean into the curves as I ride through the twists of this life. I’m certainly grateful for all the people who joined my circle of friends over the last year. Thirty-two should hold its own pleasures, including my trip to Europe. As for the rest, we’ll just have to wait and see.
Enough waxing philosophical. Time to make some mix CDs for the party.

Jul 222005
 

Windows Vista? Is Microsoft trying to sell an operating system or a minivan? i suppose it’s catchier than Windows XP, but it still sounds rather bland. At least Apple uses cool-sounding animal names like Tiger and Panther for its OS. Couldn’t M$ come up with something similar. Like, I don’t know, Windows Platypus. Or Windows Emu. At least people would remember the brand.
I just returned from the store with copious amounts of alcohol for tomorrow’s party. Since Wisconsin blood still runs in my veins, I had to buy a case of Leinie’s. You know, I still have never gotten property drunk. Do you think I’d be a mean drunk or a friendly-bordering-on-inappropriate drunk?

Jul 212005
 

Not much time to write tonight, as I didn’t come home until 10:30 and I still have to tend to a couple things before heading to bed. But I was reminded tonight that I’m really glad I don’t live in the suburbs. Sure, it’s nice to have a big yard, but I would surely lose the will to live if it took me 45 minutes to drive into the city every day.
I have an all-day training that begins early tomorrow morning. Which I means I have to get up earlier than usual. Which means I should be in bed already. Which means I should stop writing.

Jul 202005
 

James Doohan, who played Scotty on Star Trek, is dead. Let us bow our heads as we remember episode #22, in which Scotty saved the Enterprise from certain destruction by reversing the warp engines’ polarity through a clever diversion of power from the forward shield generator, all the while proclaiming “Captain, she canna take much more of this!” Or maybe it was episode #23. Godspeed, Mr. Doohan.
I have a feeling I bought way too much food for my party on Saturday. If you’re looking for a free meal on Saturday, feel free to drop by. You can e-mail me at mcsiegel19@gmail.com for directions and other details. Because if there’s lots of leftovers, I’m going to have to figure out a way to blend it all up so I can dump it down my g-tube. And that just sounds nasty.

Jul 192005
 

I feel like I’m finally starting to get back into a regular writing groove after about a month of having a various things interfere with my page-a-day rule (illness, family visits, extracurricular activities, etc.). As I’m closing in on page 400, I can see the faint glimmerings of an ending. The current plan, which almost will certainly change, is to have a first draft completed by the end of the year. I’m still not sure if this story will be of interest to anyone besides me, but I’ll worry about that after the last page is written.
By the way, Robot Chicken is one of the funniest things on television. It’s like when you were ten years old and your older, slightly stoned brother got a hold of your He-Man action figures and made you watch as he employed them in some twisted narrative of his own invention. Except I didn’t have an older brother. But you know what I mean.

Jul 182005
 

I’ve refrained from commenting on l’affaire de Rove because there are so many other bloggers following every twist in this story. But I think it’s important to reiterate, as many have, that this story isn’t really about who leaked a name to a reporter. In the final analysis, this is about the Administration’s attempts to discredit anyone who questioned its rationale for going to war in Iraq. Whether or not a reasonable person could believe that Iraq possessed WMDs is a matter that will never be completely settled. What seems to be increasingly clear, however, is that Administration had no interest in allowing debate on the issue. It was determined to have this war and it was not going to tolerate any dissension that might lead to a further examination of the Administration’s true agenda. This is what is so disheartening about Bush’s leadership. He makes decisions that feel right to him on a gut level and then looks for the facts to support those decisions. That’s fine if you’re making draft picks for a football team, but not when you’re sending people off to war.

Jul 172005
 

Holy crap, when did CompactFlash memory become so cheap? I was looking on NewEgg for a larger capacity memory card for my camera and I couldn’t believe it. $12 bucks for 128 MB! When I bought my camera two years ago, I think I paid $50 for a 64 MB card. It won’t be long before you’ll be able to store a gig of images on your camera. I continue to be amazed by how quickly storage has become so inexpensive.
I fear my air conditioner is going to sputter and die before too long. This is the eighth or ninth straight day of temperatures above 90 degrees with humidity levels of, like, 200%. But I’m not going to complain. In a few months, it’s going to be cold and gray and I’ll fondly remember being all hot and sweaty and gross.

Jul 162005
 

Sixty years ago, a top secret experiment in the New Mexico desert ushered in the Atomic Age. Today, the Doomsday Clock stands at seven minutes to midnight. 16,000 nuclear warheads remain operationally deployed, most of them still targeted at the U.S. or Russia. More than a decade after the fall of the Soviet Union, our respective nuclear forces are still on alert. I don’t quite get the strategic reasoning for continuing to aim our missiles at each other. I’m pretty sure the Russians aren’t planning on invading anytime soon.
Speaking of, remember that movie Red Dawn? Remember when that dad imprisoned in a labor camp yells out “AVENGE ME!” to his sons from behind a chain link fence? Man, that was bad. I’m gonna add it to my Netflx queue right now.