May 162005
 

I’m thinking about adding Berlin to my trip itinerary to see my brother. I was doing a little research and I found this hotel in Berlin that is apparently targeted at and run by people with disabilities. An intriguing concept; I wonder how much business they do. Too bad I can’t find anything similar in Paris. London is another possibility if Berlin doesn’t work out. This is probably one of the things about travel I like best: the planning. There’s something very left-brain about it that really appeals to me.

May 152005
 

One of my favorite torrent sites, btefnet, went down the other day after the MPAA threatened to go after sites distributing television programs. I’m going to have to find another source for my weekly fixes of Lost and Dr. Who. I’m not too worried. Some other site will spring up soon, most likely in a former East Bloc country that MPAA lawyers can’t easily touch. Meanwhile, I need to check out the last episode of Enterprise to see if it’s as bad as I think it will be.
By the way, you really should see the film Crash. It’s a compelling set of interlocking stories set against the backdrop of multicultural Los Angeles. Kind of like Magnolia, but without the “it’s raining frogs” weirdness.

May 132005
 

I’m going to a Civics retreat tonight at a YMCA camp just across the Wisconsin border. I’m not sure how much time we’ll actually be spending outside, though. Temperatures won’t rise much above 50 today and tomorrow, and that’s if we’re lucky. Summer comes in fits and starts around here, which can be aggravating. But it might be nice to get out of the city and actually see the stars, for a change. I haven’t set foot (or wheel, if you prefer) in Wisconsin for a few years, so this will be a sort of prelude to my trip to Green Bay in June.

May 122005
 

I’m giving serious thought to installing hardwood floors in my condo. The carpeting is taking a beating from the snow, grit, and dirt that my wheels sometimes track inside. My wheels also tend to sink into the carpet, which can make maneuvering difficult at times. And I just like the look of wood floors. When I was looking for a place to buy, I wanted hardwood floors, but couldn’t find anything I liked. I think I’ve built up enough equity in my place to allow me take out a loan to cover expenses, with maybe a little extra for a Paris vacation in the fall. It seems like a good deal, especially considering that I can write off the interest on my taxes. To paraphrase the Cranberries, everybody else is doing it, why can’t I? Now I need to find a contractor, preferably using a method that doesn’t involve throwing darts at the yellow pages.
The city is ordering buses off of Nicollet Mall from 6:00-11:00 every evening, beginning later this month. I’d like to think someone was getting ideas from my blog, but I’m fairly certain nobody at the city has heard of The 19th Floor. Regardless, I’m looking forward to spending some exhaust-free evenings on the Mall this summer.

May 112005
 

Missouri’s governor recently signed legislation that will cut nearly 100,000 people from the state’s Medicaid rolls (see NPR coverage here; editorial here). The cuts will limit Medicaid coverage to those who are living under 75% of the federal poverty guidelines, or about $587/month. Coverage for items such as wheelchairs, crutches, and oxygen will be eliminated for adults. It eliminated Missouri’s Medicaid buy-in program, which allowed people with disabilities to hold jobs and still receive Medicaid services. And plans are in the works to completely eliminate Medicaid in Missouri by 2008. Yet the governor still insists his state’s Medicaid coverage is “very generous.” For better or worse, Missouri has transformed itself into a laboratory for purposes of examining the effects of deep health care cuts. Some disability advocates are already planning on suing the state on Olmstead grounds. Olmstead was a Supreme Court decision stating that the ADA requires people to be served in the least restrictive environment. If Missouri’s Medicaid cuts force people into nursing homes, that could be an Olmstead violation. The state’s Republicans seem convinced that cutting Medicaid was necessary to keep taxes low and grow the economy. But I’ve wondered if they have considered this: if Missouri completely eliminates Medicaid, they will lose out on hundreds of millions in federal matching dollars. They may also be jeopardizing the jobs of thousands of people in the health care industry who currently serve Medicaid enrollees.
I also find it interesting that the blind are exempted from many of these cuts. That’s sure to lead to some nasty recriminations within the disability community.
The people of Missouri are about to find out just how compassionate their conservative leaders really are. I guess they can console themselves with the fact that their state is free from the scourge of gay marriage. If that sounds callous, it’s intended. They knew the ideologies of the people they elected. Now they can deal with the consequences.

May 102005
 

Whew. Okay, everything should be back to normal. Let me know what you think of the new design. And now here’s the entry I was going to post yesterday before everything went to hell….
Whole is a documentary from Minneapolis indie director Melody Gilbert. It tells the stories of people who have a deep yearning to become an amputee, so much so that some of them take it upon themselves to cut off the offending limb. The doc is currently airing of the Sundance Channel (which, amazingly, I don’t get). If someone has a tape or torrent of Whole, I’d love to take a look at it. I’m sure that many of us in the disability community are familiar with the subculture of amputee devotees, but the concept of someone actually wishing to be an amputee seems much more taboo. I know the DSM has a specific name for this compulsion (Body Integrity Identity Disorder), but I’d be really interested to hear the how these people view themselves. Do they desire to be in a state of disability or is it something else that motivates them?
Switching to more mainstream cinema, here’s the teaser for The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe (56 MB QuickTime file). It looks promising. I wonder if I still have my Narnia collection lying about somewhere. I still grew up to be an atheist, so I guess the underlying allegory didn’t take. That isn’t to say the execution of Aslan didn’t freak me out when I read it as a kid. It did, but not in a come-to-Jesus kind of way.

May 092005
 

Yeesh. I had to do a complete reinstall of MT and now my sidebar is on the left. How do I move it to the right? I know it has something to do with the stylesheet, but it’s late and I’m flummoxed. Katja, any tips?

May 082005
 

I called my mom to wish her a Happy Mother’s Day and she asked me about the new Star Wars movie. Then she proceeded to remind me of my collection of Star Wars action figures. Yes, even back then, I was way cool. I had the standards, of course. Luke, Han, Yoda. I even had a model landspeeder. But I absolutely coveted my friend’s TIE Fighter. I should look on eBay to see if I can one that has been collecting dust in some fanboy’s closet. Of course, I would own something like that purely as a statement of hip irony.

May 072005
 

Figured out what was going on with the site. I’m running low on disk space and that was causing the template to load improperly. I’ve temporarily solved the problem by freeing up some disk space, but I’m going to have to hit up my hosting company for more storage.