Feb 142003
 

People are staring to get a little weird with the whole paranoia thing. The idea that duct tape will save your ass if the Big Bad (to borrow a phrase from Buffy) comes knockin� is just too bizarre for words. The whole country needs to take some Paxil and put on some chill music. Listen, the Europeans have been dealing with terrorists for the past 30 years and Paris isn�t burning yet. We need to get over ourselves and realize that, sometimes, bad stuff will happen and there isn�t much we can do about it. We should certainly try to stop the bad guys when we can, but we�re becoming a nation of hysterics and it�s sad to watch.
In a bit of good news, Congress has prevented Total Information Awareness from being used against American citizens. TIA is a project designed to collect vast amounts of information on individuals via the Internet, telephone records, credit card records, and other sources in an attempt to identify �suspicious� patterns. Charming, no? Interestingly enough, you can buy clothes with the TIA logo here (proceeds go to the ACLU). I mean, look at this thing. It looks like it was designed by the Freemasons.
I was going over some old poems of mine a couple nights ago. I�m always reluctant to tell people I write poetry. For whatever reason, poetry has, for many people, become a therapy instead of a craft. People write poetry to confront their past traumas or tragedies. And that�s fine. But I love it for the rhythm of words and the images they conjure. Anyway, most of my stuff is terrible, but the poems I was editing the other night sounded pretty good to me even after a few years. And that�s a rare thing.

Feb 112003
 

Today I decided to cut back my hours at work. Nothing too drastic; 5 days one week, 4 the next. I just have a hard time going full bore 5 days a week, every week. I guess I’ll never be a terribly successful lawyer, but that’s okay. Life is short and I tend to have a heightened awareness of my own morality, so I might as well enjoy it while I’m here. I’ll have a little more time to read, to write, to meet a friend for lunch. I have friends who work so very hard and I sometimes wish I had that in me, but that’s probably the competitive streak in me. To be honest, I could probably not work at all and most people would be sympathetic, except those who know me well. So maybe I’m not as much of a lazy bastard as I think I am.
Off to bed.

Feb 092003
 

Having a significant disability means I’ve never had a crappy service-sector job like working at a covenience store or clerking at a video store. True Porn Clerk Stories is a sharply written journal about one person’s travails in a video store with a substantial porn collection. There’s some stuff in here that will make you cringe, but it’s also insightful as hell. Just check out the author’s take on the anthropological concept of a polite fiction.

Feb 092003
 

Woke up this morning feeling a little foggy after having some really weird dreams. It probably didn’t help that I was up past two last night because I was watching a really weird French horror film: Brotherhood of the Wolf. It made some sense for the first two-thirds or so, but then it devolved into some cryptic patter about religion and philosophy. Those French.
Just when you thought our government couldn’t get any more paranoid, here come plans for a sequel to the Patriot Act. Here’s an interesting little tidbit that caught my eye:
Section 501, �Expatriation of Terrorists�: This provision, the drafters say, would establish that an American citizen could be expatriated �if, with the intent to relinquish his nationality, he becomes a member of, or provides material support to, a group that the United Stated has designated as a �terrorist organization�.� But whereas a citizen formerly had to state his intent to relinquish his citizenship, the new law affirms that his intent can be �inferred from conduct.� Thus, engaging in the lawful activities of a group designated as a �terrorist organization� by the Attorney General could be presumptive grounds for expatriation.
Quick, everyone, cancel your public radio memberships!
I have most of the layout complete for the site. Just wish I could come up with a more interesting title banner. Tell you what, if someone out there feels like designing a banner for me, e-mail your submission to me. The winner will get a $20 Amazon gift certificate or a free case of beer (you pick) and permanent and credit on this website.
Got over 9,000 words on paper. When will it stop? Nobody knows.

Feb 062003
 

Well, I’ve moved my blog to a new host after Roadrunner kept preventing me from uploading from Blogger. I’ve also created my own domain, which should make this site easier to find. I’m switching to Moveable Type, so you might notice some changes in the layout.
More soon…

Jan 312003
 

Blogger is causing me to pull my hair out right now. Everytime I try to update, I get a mysterious “broken pipe” error. Such an arcane message; it doesn’t really tell me anything. A very helpful woman at my ISP helped me determine that everything is fine on my end, so it must be Blogger. I’m tempted to switch to Moveable Type, but then I need to find a new host that supports CGI scripting. Any thoughts?
Bravo to this Texas Tech prof who refuses to write letters of recommendation to students who do not subscribe to the theory of evolution. No, this is not discrimination. A professor has always been free to choose the students for whom letters will be written. But if you’re going to pursue advanced studies in the biomedical sciences, I can’t see how you can ignore one of the field’s most fundamental findings. Should a prof write a letter for a physics student who doesn’t believe in relativity?

Jan 302003
 

Bush�s speech on Tuesday night fell somewhere between dreary and soporific. His attempt to link Iraq to al-Qaeda was akin to watching a 5-year-old stubbornly try to make two mismatched puzzle pieces fit together. But those tax cuts are just what this economy needs to give it a kick�right in the balls.
Salon has long been one of my favorite web mags. The articles cover a smorgasbord of issues and the writing is usually excellent. I haven�t been reading as much of it recently because I was reluctant to subscribe to something that might shut down any day. But now it�s possible to access all of the articles by clicking through some ads. It takes ten seconds and it�s really worth it. Warning: the magazine is decidedly on the left of the political spectrum, with the occasional token conservative columnist.

Jan 272003
 

Not much time to write. It’s been damn cold in these parts lately. It takes about 15 minutes for sensation to return to my hands once I get to work.
What a ho-hum Superbowl. The only entertaining part was the ad for the new Matrix films.
FINALLY finished Neverwinter Nights. The sad thing is that I actually felt like I accomplished something.
My story is now over 6,000 words.

Jan 222003
 

Okay, now I�m scared. Hey, just because I�ve downloaded a few songs here and there doesn�t make me a bad person. But maybe I should start thinking about a road trip to Canada.
Why is it that every fictional character on television who uses a notebook computer has a damn Powerbook? I guess that little glowing apple just looks sexier than a blocky Dell. But the blatant product placement irritates me, or maybe I just feel inferior because I can�t afford one.
And kudos and props to former Illinois Gov. George Ryan for recognizing the inherent flaws of the death penalty. Too bad certain prominent Democrats can�t recognize that.
Back to work.