Just finished messing around with the Homeworld 2 demo. It’s pretty cool. I liked the first Homeworld but never finished it. The interface takes some getting used to, but I was surprised by how quickly the mind adjusts to thinking in three dimensions.
And now I must get off the computer before my eyes roll out of their sockets and plop onto my desk. But before I go, check out this book cover. I have this book (not this edition, of course), I love this book, and all I can say is…WHAT THE FUCK?! Has consumerism just driven us completely INSANE? Are we trying to prove to the rest of the world that our culture can’t be beat when it comes to superficiality and pure inanity?
I mean, jebus.
Remember when Bush looked unbeatable? When it seemed like he was a towering Colossus against the various lawn gnomes of the Democratic Party?
Think again.
I’m kind of amazed that Clark has this much name recognition this early. I don’t think he’ll be the nominee, but I don’t think you could find a better candidate for veep.
I just came across a link to this cool little keychain digicam from Phillips. The resolution isn’t bad and it’s only $99. I’ll have to scour Google for reviews.
What would be really cool is a camera built into my glasses that could be activated by an eyeblink.
Anyway, back to work.
Jonathan Lethem’s new novel, Fortress of Solitude, is receiving plenty of critical attention lately. I always meant to check out some of his earlier science fiction, but just never got around to it. I’ll probably pick this up as I’m a sucker for sprawling, coming-of-age sagas. I try not to listen to the critics when deciding what books to purchase (I refuse to read The Lovely Bones for at least another year) but this one intrigues me.
And yes, I’m still plugging away at my own book. A little under 10,000 words at last count. I’d like to be at the halfway point by year’s end.
Just saw American Splendor tonight. A remarkably funny yet sad movie. I saw aspects of my own life in those of the characters. There’s a sequence where the real Harvey Pekar and his friend Toby are discussing how they cope with the loneliness in their lives. And I started to think about how I deal with my own loneliness. By reading. By watching television. By writing things like this blog. And maybe I look to my nurses too much for companionship. It’s not like I don’t have friends, but most of them have families now and I don’t see them much. When I was interviewing for new nurses this summer, I deliberately looked for people who I thought I’d like hanging out with. I went out with one of them tonight and it is nice to have people who I enjoy spending time with. But they are, after all, paid to be my friends. And this is probably how the rest of my life will be. While it’s probably not the life I would have chosen had I any say in the matter, it’s still sweet and I wouldn’t trade it for anything.
I had to facilitate a three hour meeting today, which was a fitting end to the week. Tomorrow, I think I’m going to the oh-so-trendy Uptown neighborhood to see either American Splendor or Lost in Translation. This will also give me the opportunity to go for the first drive in the van with one of my new nurses. I just wish I hadn’t told her the story about how I was once riding with my dad and brother and we hit a lamppost in a parking lot, causing me to fly out of my chair and leaving me in a crumpled heap on the floor. But I didn’t tell her about the time when the van died on the highway at 1 in the morning, my ventilator battery almost dead, and how an ambulance had to come and take me home. And I didn’t tell her how the van once ran out of gas in mid-December and how my nurse had to push it two blocks to a gas station.
After all, there’s no point in making her even more nervous.
Thanks for the kind comments about how to handle my Asshole Neighbor. I have a little more perspective on things now and I realize that I was letting that situation stress me out more than it should. Actually, I’ve been feeling tense in general. Between managing my nursing care and work stuff, I’m probably like a violin string that has been stretched a little too taut. So this weekend, I need to have some fun, even if it’s just going to a movie or something. Any suggestions?
And for any of my readers being visited by Isabel tonight, I hope you’re somewhere dry and solidly built. I was watching CNN earlier tonight and the reporting struck me as a little hysterical, but I think we live in an age where news networks are in Hysterical Mode 24/7.
I’ve written before about my Asshole Neighbor. After last night, I’ve decided “Asshole” is too kind of a term. Yesterday, I received another phone call from the concierge stating that neighbors were complaining about pounding and banging noises coming from my unit. Completely mystified (I might have been vacuuming, but that’s it), I decided to go next door and try to work things out. AN opens the door—in his underwear, no less. I politely ask him if I’m making too much noise. He claims that he didn’t make the complaint, but that he was about to. Then he lays into me and accuses me and my nurses of making noise at all hours and being completely inconsiderate of everyone else on the floor. He says he’s tired of coming home from work and hearing the beeping of my ventilator. I try to explain that sometimes the ventilator alarms when a tube disconnects, but he clearly does not give a shit. Anyway, he finished by threatening to complain about me at the next association meeting and other people would as well.
Fucking asshole.
I’ve concluded that there are a lot of lonely people in this building who direct their misery towards other convenient targets. And I’m convenient. I’m amazed at how petty and self-absorbed we humans can be. But I refuse to feel like a trespasser in my own building. Life is too short. And of all the things I need to worry about in my daily life, Fucking Asshole Neighbor is at the bottom of my list.
This is kind of cool. My mug is one of the many featured on Warren Ellis’s site. Check it out.
My dad is visiting and I can’t write when he and my sister are arguing. Frustrating, yet comical.
Oh, good. Ashcroft is now going after the librarians. Maybe he had to pay late fees on one of those horrendous Left Behind novels. Have you seen those things? One of the main characters, according to a review I read, is named Rayford Steele. Is this name supposed to be representative of strong, white Christian masculinity? Or were the authors stoned and watching a lot of porn?
October is a busy time for those of us in disability pollicy/advocacy. The federal government marks October as National Disability Employment Month and I have a series of trainings, events, and assorted happenings for which to prepare as October quickly approaches. It’s good to be busy after a quiet summer, but it’s also a bit stressful because I’m always afraid I’ll forget to do something or let something slip past my attention. Fortunately, I think my past experience as a law clerk has given me the organizational skills necessary to stay on top of multiple projects. I also have a Palm Pilot, which is helpful. If you look in the bag I carry to work, you’ll find my Palm, iPod, digital tape recorder, and cell phone. I never thought I’d turn into a total gadget slave, but I suppose it was inevitable.
Huh. I start writing about disability stuff and it morphs into observations on my geek fetish. My mind scares me sometimes.
