Feb 022006
 

I have a bunch of old Wordperfect files on my computer that I haven’t been able to open in a long while because Microsoft Word was all like “Wordperfect?  What the hell is Wordperfect?”  I also have no idea what I did with my ancient copy of WP.  I don’t know why I didn’t think of this sooner, but I downloaded OpenOffice yesterday, which had no problems converting my old files. 
 
I was just going through some of these files, many of which go back to my junior and senior years in college.  There are a few term papers, letters to friends (not e-mails, but actual letters that had to be inserted into stamped envelopes), and some excruciatingly bad poetry.  I was such an angsty, earnest kid and more than a little self-absorbed.  Like most kids in college, I had a lot of emotional peaks and valleys and those were the times when I seemed to be compelled to write. 
 
I really should delete some of this stuff, especially the poetry.  But if I ever do have any success with writing, I might want someone to shove it in my face once in a while, just to keep me humble. 

Feb 012006
 

I’ve been observing my sister adapt to the rigors of law school and i’m reminded of my own period of adjustment that I experienced as a 1L.  I definitely don’t mean to sound like a braggart, but college was relatively easy for me.  I never studied very hard and yet I still graduated magna cum laude.  I’ll admit that I probably benefited from some grade inflation, but I had cultivated this image of myself as a talented and diligent student.  After my first year of law school, that image was demolished.  I wasn’t the smartest kid in class any more, not even close, and that took some getting used to.  In retrospect, that experience did me some good.  It taught me that not everything was supposed to be easy and that I needed to get over myself already. 
 
Funny thing, though: During exams one semester, I had a problem with the student scribe who was assigned to write my exam for me.  I ended up dictating my exam to the dean of students and earned one of the best grades I ever received in law school.  I attribute my exceptional performance to the fact that I didn’t want the dean to think I was a total dumbass as she was transcribing my answer. 

Jan 312006
 

My first couple posts are up at the “Get in the Game” campaign blog.
 
I’m sure the citizens of Randolph, Utah are very nice people.  I’m sure they love their kids and work hard and all the rest.  But after reading this article in the Washington Post about Randolph, where support for Bush is nearly unanimous, I’m not sure I even live on the same planet as these people.  And I know that’s condescending.  I know that even these blood-red small towns have their virtues.  Damn you, you ignorant, xenophobic residents of Randolph, Utah.  I’d have a much easier time disliking you if you weren’t all so gosh-darn adorable. 

Jan 302006
 

I just finished reading Robert Charles Wilson’s Blind Lake.  Wilson has a talent for weaving together hard science and character development, two elements that aren’t often found together in science fiction novels.  I first encountered Wilson through another of his novels, The Chronoliths, which I enjoyed immensely.  Blind Lake is set in a astronomical research station located in a future Minnesota (!); a station uses an extremely fragile technology to observe distant worlds.  The story begins with an unexplained lockdown at the station and subsequent events. 
 
Wilson explores several themes through the course of his book: the mysteries of quantum mechanics, the potential for our own technology to grow so complex that it exceeds our capacity to understand it, the risks of filtering scientific observation through one’s own cultural filters, the definition of sentience.  But the book is also about fully-drawn human characters struggling to overcome their basic natures–and sometimes failing.  Wilson’s skill at crafting believable characters reminds of another of my favorite sf writers: Nancy Kress.  I look forward to checking out other stuff he’s written.

Jan 292006
 

I just read an interesting article Psychology Today about sleep cycles and insomnia.  It suggests that it’s usually best to do nothing when dealing with insomnia; it usually resolves itself.  I’m fortunate to never have experienced any major sleep problems.  I’ve become somewhat inured to things like being turned over or being given a nebulizer treatment during the night.  Things like that do wake me up, at least partially, but I’ve trained myself to fall back asleep without much trouble.  I do tend to get my deepest sleep between 5 and 8 a.m., but the whole getting-up-for-work thing gets in the way of that.  Weekends are for catching up and I get crap from some of my nurses for sleeping in until 9 or 10.  I’m actually doing them a favor, though.  My disposition becomes much less agreeable if I have to get up early on a weekend. 

Jan 282006
 

Twenty years ago today, the space shuttle Challenger exploded soon after liftoff from Cape Canaveral.  I was twelve years old at the time and I still remember where I was at the time I heard about the explosion.  I was eating lunch in a small room that was reserved for students with disabilities at Franklin Middle School in Green Bay (although it was still called a junior high at the time).  One of the secretaries came in and told us the news.  For my generation, I think the Challenger explosion is one of those crystalline moments in time; much like the Kennedy assassination for my parents.  Now that the shuttle fleeting is nearing retirement age, I find it somewhat ironic that the design for NASA’s new spacecraft (for exploration of the Moon and Mars) hearkens back to the capsule that was used in the days of Gemini and Apollo.

Jan 272006
 

Beginning next week, I’ll be guest-blogging over on the PARTICIPATE.NET website.  PARTICIPATE is the on-line arm of Participant Productions, a film company in LA that partnered with other studios on films like Syriana and Murderball.  They’re launching a Murderball-related campaign to raise money for the Paralympics called “Get Into the Game.”.  In addition to fundraising parties on college campuses, PARTICIPATE is maintaining a blog to discuss issues raised in the film.  Out of the blue, one of their Internet coordinators asked me if I wanted to blog for them.  And I, being the whore for attention that I am, readily agreed. 
 
Blogging around here might be a little lighter than usual for the next week or two, but I won’t totally shirk my regular duties.  I’ll just need to be careful that I don’t repeat myself on both sites.

Jan 262006
 

A nonpartisan Minnesota Senate study found that the state will collect approximately $900 million in fees over the next fiscal biennium.  This amount is $893 million more than the state collected in fees in the biennium before Pawlenty took office.  Fees cover everything from court filings to fishing licenses to license tabs.  In addition, property taxes in many Minnesota communities have risen sharply to compensate for cuts in state aid to local governments.  This begs the question of whether Pawlenty’s promise not to raise taxes has created any real savings for Minnesotans.  I expect his opponents, whoever they are, to hit him hard on this issue in the upcoming election.  And even if Pawlenty does win another term, I wonder how eager he’ll be to sign another no-new-taxes pledge.

Jan 252006
 

I love this picture:
 
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These law students at Georgetown turned their backs on Attorney General Alberto Gonzales as he delivered a speech defending the illegal wiretapping of U.S. citizens.  The quote, in case you can’t read the attribution, is from Benjamin Franklin.  Read the full story here
 
I know lots of people want the government to do whatever it takes to keep us safe.  But the practice of conducting unconstitutional surveillance of Americans is neither efficient nor effective.  It might make us feel safer, but the idea that such actions are actually protecting us is laughable. 

Jan 242006
 

Welcome to a newly renovated 19th Floor!  While I was remodeling my physical space, I figured I might as well do the same for my virtual space.  The new layout should be a a little cleaner, with content in the middle and peripheral information on either side.  All of the credit goes to my artist friend Bran, who took my very vague instructions (“make it look cool”) and came up with a design that is both functional and beautiful.  Bran has her own blog, so go check it out and give her the love she deserves. 
 
Hope you enjoy the new digs.