Feb 032005
 

This is the first time since Tuesday I’ve had time to sit at the computer. I’m writting this from my hotel room in Georgetown. Actually, it’s a suite. Being a fellow carries a few perks. Yesterday, I was at various think tanks and walked past the White House during the State of the Union Address. Today, I was at the Capitol and spent an hour at the Holocaust Museum before it closed. Still hope to see a few of the monuments on the Mall. It snowed today, which sucked. Up next, some hobnobbing with former Clinton officals and a visit to the West Wing. Pictures are forthcoming.

Jan 312005
 

CNN has a profile of a married couple and their struggle to maintain their marriage after the husband returned from Iraq with a spinal cord injury. As you might expect, they’re experiencing a range of emotions; guilt, anger, depression, and the like. As someone with a congenital disability, it’s difficult for me to imagine the sense of loss and (sometimes) bitterness that accompanies a newly acquired disability. I’ve never known a life without disability. The man in the article will have to learn to adapt to an entirely new existence. Here’s an idea for a documentary; pick a small group of soldiers returning from Iraq with various disabilities. Examine the immediate aftermath of their injuries, their rehab, the effects on their families. Then follow up with them every 3-5 years. See who’s thriving, who’s not, and explore the reasons why. It could be modeled on the Seven Up series that is being done in the UK. If we ever get our hypothetical disability network, that might be an idea worth exploring.
Not sure how much blogging I’ll be doing while in DC. One of my nurses is bringing his notebook and I’m hoping the hotel will have WiFi. If I do post, it will be very brief. We’re going to be running from meeting to meeting during most of our visit.

Jan 302005
 

I have some reading to do in preparation for my trip. In the meantime, fellow Minnesotans may be interested in the article in today’s NYT about the growing use of methamphetamine in this state. And if you need any more evidence of the sheer toxicity of meth, check out this gallery of before/after pictures of people addicted to meth. We’ll be meeting with one of the senators who is co-sponsoring a bill to get pseudoephedrine (commonly found in cold medication and a primary ingredient in meth) categorized as a controlled substance. Perhaps I’ll try to ask him whether he thinks the pharmaceuticals will go along with that kind of regulation.

Jan 292005
 

Over at Slate, Jack Shafer has a good critique of the ongoing hype surrounding blogging and the true believers’ claims that blogs and podcasts will bring Mainstream Media to its knees. Shafer rightly points out that the big media players have always figured out how to adapt to new technologies. A lot of journalists working for established media outlets have their own blogs now. And sites like MSNBC and The Guardian actively promote their blogs. Blogs are not the harbingers of a revolution, much as some people would like you to believe otherwise. Let’s be honest; blogs still exist at the periphery of public consciousness. How did blogs even manage to move in from the absolute fringes of media culture? Because they started getting coverage in magazines like Time or on the cable news networks. I promise you, the bloggers who are most vocal in their distaste for big media are also the same ones who would leap at a chance to get on the cover of the NYT Sunday Magazine.
I’m listening to the Current, the new music station in the Twin Cities that’s part of Minnesota Public Radio. The format is pretty good. No commercials and no obnoxious DJs. The playlist does skew towards alternative, but I’ve heard some Johnny Cash and some Nas. I hope they do some programming dedicated to specific genres like electronic or soul/hip-hop. It’d be a shame for the station to cater exclusively towards the black-turtleneck hipster set. But at least I have another station to listen to in the car besides the news station.

Jan 282005
 

A few thoughts on my new iPod, now that I’ve had the chance to play with it for a few days. The color display is surprisingly sharp, much more so than I thought it would be. I can make out details that I didn’t think would be visible on such a small screen. I’m also digging the recording function. The quality of the recordings is far superior to those that were done on my old digital recorder. And now that I have an iPod that is bigger than my music collection, I can simply place the iPod in its dock and let it automatically sync with my iTunes library. The extra capacity also has enabled me to download a bunch of podcasts that I listen to at work. One of my favorite shows is Coverville, which is dedicated to playing covers of various pop songs. A recent show featured Sarah McLachlan’s cover of XTC’s “Dear God.” It’s really good; one of her most forceful renditions of any song. Not sure why she can’t bring that kind of energy to some of her more recent albums. I used to be a big Sarah McLachlan fan; I was one of maybe half a dozen guys at the Lilith Fair concert when it came to Minnesota in 1997. But lately she’s gone kind of adult contemporary and, well, boring.
God, I’m rambling. Time to get off the computer.

Jan 272005
 

One of my nurses e-mailed me this picture:

It begs a few questions. Exactly what kind of incident prompted the posting of the sign? Do alligators consider us a delicacy? Are the alligators trained to lie in wait for unsuspecting wheelchair users? Is the sign intended as a warning…or a suggestion?

Jan 262005
 

I leave for DC next Tuesday with the rest of the Humphrey Fellows. This trip has snuck up on me and I haven’t been giving it much thought. I’m not even sure what our itinerary will be while we’re there. I do know that we get a little time to ourselves to explore. I hope to check out the Mall at night, see at least some of the Smithsonian, and visit the FDR Memorial. Depending on my state of mind, I might try to get to the Holocaust Museum as well. I’m looking forward to some late-night discussions with my new friends and meeting some interesting people, so I’m sure it will be a good trip regardless of what we do.

Jan 252005
 

I’ve often considered joining a book club, but something has always held me back. This article from local magazine The Rake expresses some of my misgivings. I don’t want to join a club where people discuss the book for fifteen minutes and then talk about familial goings-on for the rest of the meeting. I don’t want to join a club that assigns something from the Left Behind series or simply apes whatever Oprah is reading. And I don’t want to be the only guy in a group of women. On second thought, that might be okay under certain circumstances. In short, I guess I want it to be like one of my seminar classes in college. But I know that I’m not likely to find something like that in the real world. Maybe I should just quit my job and go back to grad school for my Ph.D. in English. Actually, I almost did that during a particularly dark and frustrating period in law school. There are times when I’m really nostalgic for the academic life. But having a regular paycheck is also kind of nice.
Maybe I should start my own book club. It will have a membership of one, thus ensuring that the meetings are always in accessible locations and that the books are ones I want to read.

Jan 242005
 

In the 17th century, a Chinese playwright was trapped in a temple with a friend for several days because of a rainstorm. They set about creating a list of the happiest moments in life. I actually do something similar; keeping a mental catalog of moments when I was truly happy that I can turn to when things aren’t going so well. Here are a few:

  • I remember waking up one morning to get ready for school. I had the radio on and I looked out the window to see a thick blanket of snow. Someone on the radio announced that the schools were closed and I turned over and went back to sleep. Ah, is this not happiness?
  • I remember opening a letter from the University of Minnesota on a bitterly cold February afternoon and reading that I had been accepted to law school. I knew then that I wouldn’t be stuck in Green Bay my whole life. Ah, is this not happiness?
  • I remember staying up late with my buddy Charles and playing computer games in my tiny West Bank apartment, our conversation drifting between things past and future. Ah, is this not happiness?
  • I remember having dinner with a beautiful woman at a Greek restaurant in St. Paul. She was sitting right next to me and holding up the menu for both of us to read, her hand brushing against mine. Ah, is this not happiness?
  • I remember sitting on the deck of the building where I live now, reading and feeling the warm summer sun. And then going inside and being greeted by the cool kiss of the air conditioning. Ah, is this not happiness?