If any of you are in the NY area on March 25th, clear your calendars and check this out:
Reading of
VOICES FROM THE EDGE
Narratives About the Americans With Disabilities Act
Thurs. March 25, 6:30-8:00pm The Baisley Powell Elebash Recital Hall at the The CUNY Graduate Center
365 Fifth Ave (34th St. & Fifth Ave.)
Featuring John Hockenberry, Leonard Kriegel, Stephen Kuusisto, and more.
It sounds like a great event and a fascinating book. If you want to learn more about the book and the event, go here. I really do hope lots of people with disabilities turn out for this event. As a community, I think we are sometimes guilty of not recognizing the writers and thinkers with disabilities who are contributing so much to our nation’s intellectual life. So go and get enriched and stuff.
My plane tickets arrived in the mail today. It made my trip suddenly feel a bit more real. But goddamn, why is it so expensive to rent an accessible van? A hundred bucks a day! For that much, it better come with a DVD player and a frickin’ jacuzzi in the back. By the way, what’s the deal with watching porn in the car? As if people weren’t distracted enough while driving by cellphones, eating, doing their makeup, etc. Now I have to watch out for the sexually frustrated middle-aged guy in his fully-accessorized Hummer who can’t watch his Asia Carrera movies at home because his wife might find them.
Ugh. What do I do at work all day? Write on the computer. What do I do when I get home? Write some more. Excuse me while I restore feeling to my wrist.
I think I’ve written before about Nick Dupree and his efforts to change Alabama’s Medicaid home care regulations, which, until very recently, denied home care services to anyone over age 21. This message from Nick was sitting in my inbox when I got to work this morning:
Another tragedy has struck in Mobile due to Alabama Medicaid’s 21 cut-off policy. And it’s pretty close to home.
My family has known Chris Wiggins since we moved to Mobile, Alabama in 1983, I was 1 years old then. Chris had Duchenne’s Muscular Dystrophy. His mom and my mom started a sort of two-person parent support group. Around 1999 I think, Chris turned 21, and of course lost his care. Alabama provides nursing care through EPSDT, they are mandated to. But after age 21, people are no longer eligible for EPSDT, and Alabama does not provide any sort of full-time care through other programs (except for the handful like me on the new, inappropriate, insanely over-medicalized AT waiver, or people with MR allowed on the MR/DD waiver.) Chris’ parents were trying to do his care 24/7, alone. They had not fully slept in 4 years or something. Chris wrote up something about his problem and I put it on my Crusade web site. In his message, he wrote of his fear that unless he could get some sort of care back, his ventilator tube could come disconnected and no one would be there or wake up to hear his ventilator alarms in time to save his life. As you know I’ve been warning about the dangers of providing no support to people after age 21 for years.
March 4, Chris’ ventilator tube came off, and no one woke up. Once found, Chris was taken to the hospital, where he was in a coma and brain dead from the prolonged lack of air to the brain. Tuesday night, March 9, Chris died.
He was 26.
There’s not much I can add to this. I’ve always joked with my nurses that I’d die a “stupid” death. Something like my ventilator getting accidentally turned off and no one noticing. It’s hard to joke about that now. This was a stupid death in every sense of the word. It’s a stupid, meaningless, preventable death where nobody and everybody is to blame.
When it comes to issues like home care and community integration, Minnesota and Alabama aren’t just on separate planets. They’re fucking galaxies apart.
I should start going through my packing list for Miami. As you can probably guess, I have to pack more stuff than the average person when I go on vacation. Mostly backup equipment and the like. My supply company will ship some of the stuff I need, so that will help. I’ve done this enough times to know what I need and to make sure it’s organized. I get deeply paranoid that I will forget something critical. That’s why I have a list. I made it for my trip to Denver in 2000 and it hasn’t left my hard drive since then. I’m something of a digital pack rat. You should see my old e-mail file. I’ve probably stored up to 2000 messages since 1997.
From The Onion:

Those CP’ers are a bunch of poseurs when it comes to evil. The SMA Cabal will have to put them in their place.
So is blogging the liberal equivalent of talk radio? This guy seems to think so. It’s an interesting meme, but blogs have a long way to go before they reach the ubiquity of talk radio.
I’m currently grooving on Nellie McKay. A friend of mine described her as a cross between Eminem and Sarah Vaughn, which is pretty apt. I hope she gets more exposure. I mean, hell, she raps about Paul Wellstone. You don’t see that in a Clay Aiken song.
Some guy who got beat up in high school one time too many has started a website called technosexual.org. Here’s the definition of a technosexual, lifted from the site:
He is a man of style and tech sophistication: he may be seen at an NBA game one night, then an art gallery opening the next; all navigating through life with the empowerment of technology. From PDA’s to mobile phones. A wireless environment. He is the new male ideal: the technosexual� man.
Jebus, do you believe that shit? I guess the old labels of ‘geek’ and ‘nerd’ were too oppressive for him. They didn’t carry that air of savoir faire that “technosexual” has. *snicker* And here’s the kicker. This asshole co-opted the word from another niche group who share the desire to get busy with all things robotic and mechanical. At least the original meaning is a bit more sincere than this PR-ready nonsense cooked up by a guy who needs to be slapped with his copy of Details magazine.
I think of myself as a geek. I’m proud I’m a geek. Geeks are cool. And yes, geeks are sexy.
I had my own little Gawker moment today. Kind of. I was running some errands in the skyway when we passed a tall guy accompanied by a very pretty woman. A minute or so later, this conversation ensues:
NURSE You know who that was?
ME: No.
NURSE: Kobe Bryant.
ME: Shut up.
NURSE: No, really. It was.
And I think he was right. After all, the Lakers are in town tonight. To be honest, I was looking at her more than him.
I’ll be curious to see how much attention Americans will give to the bombings that killed so many in Madrid today. Americans are kind of pre-Copernican in their worldview; we assume that the rest of the world revolves around us and whatever happens here. And then we shrug our shoulders and change the channel whenever there is a human tragedy somewhere beyond our shores. Maybe it’s some weird interplay of geography and psychology. Being bounded by two oceans probably encourages our isolationist streak. I thought 9/11 would force Americans to become more engaged with the world, but that hasn’t happened. If anything, it seems that we’ve turned even more inward.
One of my work-related perks allowed me to purchase a copy of Office 2003 for only twenty bucks. I installed it earlier tonight and I’ve been messing around with it. I like the new Outlook and the little pop-up that appears when new mail arrives. And Word has a nice look to it; I’ve been using Word 2000 the last few years and it always felt kind of klunky to me. I’m not sure if all this new software will make me more productive, but it sure looks purty.
My speech at the Minnesota Justice event was okay. Not the best one I’ve given, but people seemed to like it. Afterwards, I went out with some my friend and some of her colleagues to a local bar. I was the only man sitting at a table of six or seven women. It was one of those circumstances where it was easier (and more interesting) to simply listen to their threads of conversation. I tend to get quiet in large social gatherings. It’s mostly a matter of having a soft voice and not wanting to even try to shout to be heard, cuz it ain’t gonna happen. This probably gives people the mistaken impression that I’m some kind of wallflower. I need to invent a portable amplifier so that I can go to parties and completely dominate conversations with a whisper.
I went to see my doctor today because I’ve been having a weird little pain in my left side. Nothing serious, but I wanted to get it checked before I left for Miami. They didn’t find anything, which I guess is good. But in the course of my checkup, various nurses and doctors and other assorted professionals had me in various states of undress. Now, I’m not a shy person. Years of being cared for by nurses and PCAs have kicked a lot of the modesty right out of me. When I stop to think about it, hundreds of people have probably seen me naked. Many of them are probably still in therapy, recovering from the trauma. If I were an exhibitionist, I’d probably be filled with a great sense of accomplishment. However, I sometimes wish I had a bit more privacy in my daily life. Everything about me is always on display. Not just my body, but my work, my interactions with friends, my compulsions, etc. I suppose it’s the price I pay to live my life, but I still crave those fleeting moments that belong only to me.
I have to give a brief speech at the U of M Law School tomorrow. It’s a recognition ceremony for students who have completed so many hours of public interest work. I never prepare for these things, so I’ll probably wing it and hope I sound like I’m making sense.
Gizmodo points us to this article about a British high school student who built a seeing-eye robot for an incoming student who is blind. Damn, nobody built me a new wheelchair when I started the 9th grade. Ach, don’t even get me started on high school. Those four years don’t rank very high on my list of All-Time Greatest Memories. I was a complete social moron and a hopeless geek. Er, well, I guess I’m still a geek, but with a much higher social IQ. I like to think of myself as the Rico Suave of geeks.
I would totally make a move on any girl I saw wearing this. Just thought I’d mention that.
